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Post by Cori on Oct 14, 2012 21:35:27 GMT -5
Character's name: Cori (ALL OF THEM) Trading partner's name: Ryuujin, the admin, my most important person, anything you want to call yourself. It's you. What you're trading to them: Everything. Gift.
Yes, you read that right.
I'm including links here because that's just too damn much to copypaste over. But Ryuu, you are everything to me, so please accept it in lieu of all the words I can't say to get that across, every fucking tear I can't show you, ever tremble and every time I feel like my heart's stopping because I'm too fucking scared to move or breathe and everything is like glass and brittle and I just feel like I'm going to be dropped at any second. It's yours. I can start again, with as many characters as I can think of, but WK only gets one shot. Because you are WK. Every night I go to bed and wake up, you are one of the first things I think about if not the first, and losing you is a fear that's never far from the forefront of my mind. Just please, please, I'm sorry, but...I just...please take it. I'm sorry for everything wrong I've ever done - I know nothing's really my fault, but this is as good a time as any to get it off my chest yet again - and I'm sorry I can't switch places with Tama and let her be here when you need her the most. I wish I could. I'd do anything to trade places with her if that makes things even the tiniest bit more bearable. But I can't, I can't and it fucking stabs me in the gut every time I think about it. So please. Take these with the promise you can still give them back if you want someday, but not tonight. I just want you to know how much everyone loves you, how much I love you, and how shitty WK and the internet and everything I know would be without you.
You are my best friend. The largest chunk of my world. I'm sorry for being a sap, but...yeah. That's all I can say.
Mons are here:
Kouki's Niels'Hari's
Candy Corn is yours once I post there too.
...I love you Ryuu. I just wish I could show it.
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